Temptations..Sitting in front of me
tempting me and staring right back at me
starting at me with that glint on your sharp blade
I’m trying so hard to not reach over and grab you
I promised people that I wouldn’t do that again
but you know me too well sometimes
You know how to make me feel again
you show me that I am in fact alive
showing the flowing blood as proof
You shouldn't have the same job as what my friends are supposed to have
you’re supposed to just be in the background, rusting away to nothing.
And my need for you fades away... never to come back again
yet the thought of using you keeps coming back...
And I’m not sure how to stop it...
Dear Heart...My heart urns for the feeling of love..
Sometimes it confuses me with which one it wants..
After someone has been in my heart for a while, it starts to think he's might not be the one
But after he has been gone for a while it starts to want him back..
Dear heart, please stop messing with me and make up your mind
A Forbidden Dance CH. 10Azra’s pov
I got to school a bit early today so I just sat in art class, just sketching a few things and waited for the day to begin. The bell rang and Mrs. Winters gave us instructions on what to do next and took attendance. That’s when I noticed that Kris and Zero weren’t there.
After she let us begin on our work, I went into the back room to get my supplies. After about ten minutes I walked back to my seat. It took me that long because I couldn’t find the right paint. I sat back down, and went straight to work on the project. I must have gotten lost in it because I didn't even here the bell ring. I quickly cleaned up then ran to my next class.
The rest of the day went by pretty fast. I ended up falling asleep in English class, most likely failed my math test that I completely forgot we had today, and finishing the day with zoning out in chemistry.
The drive to work seemed to take forever. Every idiot and their brother and sister seemed to be on the roads.